You can never be prepared when life does things that will change your life forever. You wake up and suddenly the world is flipped into a chaotic whirl wind sending you thrashing, without mercy, into it. Animals mean so much to me. They are children, they are family. Their life, their spirit, their souls touch us in a way that sooths and quells even the hardest of fears, depression and pain. To share in the smiles and the laughter.
This morning I received a phone call from my sister telling me that Tundra ( 10mo old kitty ) had been bleeding internally and there was nothing that they could do to stop it and so, had to put her down. The cause of the bleeding will not be known without an autopsy.
I'm so broken. I'm so shattered. There's so many questions as to why. She was perfectly fine yesterday. I just can't believe she's gone. I feel so broken when my family is broken and there's nothing I can do to pull the pain away except be a voice of comfort as best as I can for them.
She was such a sweet soul that helped us all through such difficult times. It's never easy loosing a loved one and it's never easy to quench or swallow the loss of an animal, especially one so close to your heart. Rest In Peace little girl... you brought life and joy to this world throughout your short time with us. You will always be remembered and honored in our memories. Thank you for the cuddles, the laughs and the love. You will be greatly missed sweetie